Dating Perference. (Or Preference.) Problem.
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07 jul 2012 - Dating Perference. (Or Preference.) Problem.
****Disclaimer: I'm Might Misspell Words Because My Brain Is Dead Right Now. Lol.*****
We all know whom & what we are attracted to & I'm really attracted to white guys. That really isn't a problem except my grandfather hates white people & no white guys seem to be attracted to me.
Problem 1: I love my grandfather. He pratically raised me. He's always cracked jokes & what not about white people. I always thought it was all fun 'N' games. Until, one of my cousins finally brought over his girlfriend. She is white. To make a long story short. He racially insulted her. He punch my cousin when he tried to defend her. So, if I ever to get a white BF how will I break it to him? I wouldn't want to bring him over & this happeneds again.
Problem 2: I've always been attracted to white guys since I was in the 5th grade. Particularly, Long blonde haired, blue eyes, rocker type. I went to Jr high with a guy who fitted that description. I was too shy talk to him at first. Eventually I got up the nerve & I he already was taken. Oh, he didn't like black girls... Now I'm going to college in Seattle. My best friend & I share a apartment. I go to clubs & other hang outs but none have flirted with me. Well, only a older white guy. lol. Anyways, I've seen a few WM with BW but they were light skinned AAs or Horn Of Africa women. I'm starting to think i'll never find one who will like me. I'm dark skinned & sorta shy. I'm really not the type to go up & flirt. What if did? And they didn't like BW? Or I don't fit the type they like?
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